Awakening....

Where's that new world
Now the fighting's done?
Nothing changes, nothing ever will
Every year another brat, another mouth to fill.
Same old story, what's the use of tears?
What's the use of praying if there's nobody who hears?
Turning, turning, turning, turning, turning
Through the years.
Turning, turning, turning through the years
Minutes into hours and the hours into years.
Nothing changes, nothing ever can
Round and round the roundabout and back where you began!
Round and round and back where you began!

- Les Miserables

Random Thoughts...

So do I really have a voice? Yes...but they are just noise....

Change? All I have, are coins in my pocket...while they have more zeros in their pocket than all my savings add up....

Transform? But "Transformers, more than meets the eye"...so do I really want to trust what I see?  Or are they Decepticons in disguise...

"We hear you"....the most patronizing words one could say....if you really hear me, show me that you have really heard...

Am I  simply ignorant or being apathetic? Seriously I don't know and I don't care...maybe it really is disappointment....

愚人物语

我们都太冲动  还是我们都太执著
既然我们都深爱着  又何苦要让对方伤得那么重
是要哭过痛过 才懂得更珍惜彼此？
为何不就让彼此再好好的去爱一回？

无眠

又是凌晨一点钟，还是无法入睡，不是不想睡，而只是不愿一再一再的被惊醒。好怕，好怕这一次就此划下句点。深怕这次睡着了， 醒来时就永远再也看不到你的身影。心里真的好恨，恨自己的无聊，恨自己的好玩，不懂得自制，最后却深深地伤了你。I'm sorry...so sorry...我真的希望还能用我的手紧紧地把你的手牵牢，这次我一定会把它牵好。因为只有你在我身边才会是幸福。

Stupidity

To err is human...that's stupidity...
To lose one's integrity...that's stupidity...
To hurt the one you love...that's ultimate stupidity...

无题

站在泥沼中

拼命 挣扎
用力 解脱

但 却越陷越深

烦恼
越想看得开
它 越出现在眼前

越想把手打开
却 反而抓得更紧

一再的尝试 一再的改变

只要轻轻的 慢慢的
解开这无形的束缚
人 可过得更轻松 更自在

The Dawn of Pitchoun

Have not been blogging for the longest time....time to say good bye to my altered ego - Esteem M....and it's time to move on...been living in the past for way too long....it was heartening to see how each and everyone had grown and matured in the last 5 years and so should I...

Good bye, Esteem M...Hello, Pitchoun...

Life's a journey....a never ending discovery...a never ending celebration...